Thursday, June 22, 2006
I spent some time going through Nova's things tonight. His clothes and blankets and stuff. I'm keeping everything that was with him at the hospital, and a few outfits, and the rest is packed up. I guess I'll sell of it that and donate it. I got the crib partially disassembled when I hit overload and just quit.
You realize he spent nearly half of his life in the hospital? The first 2 weeks and the last 6. 58 days of the 125 he lived. He never even outgrew the size 0-3 sleepers. He never had a pair of shoes on his feet, they were too big. I have 2 bottles of baby powder that I never opened.
I'm already forgetting what he looked like and I can't remember the sound of his cry. I'm losing him all over again.
posted by Erin @ 12:48 AM